Shit! as i look at the reflection on my rear view mirror, you are one pathetic bored out of skull asshole.
"Cut me some slacks, I just wanna kill the vermins in my head, driving is therapeutic for me, the roar as the venturi swallows magic from the jets, the vibrations emitted from the axles, the lobes and lifting of an euphoric whoosh across the incandescent counter, you see? I've driven for miles tonight but I just don't think I'm prepared to take the freeway home, just one last trip down to memory lane. Your elementary school? wisps of hair between that bastard's fingers? You kidding me? You've brought nonsense to a new level! Say what you want dingo. I'm heading there right now. Get outta my car! Yeah like i could..Then shut the fuck up okay? Let's get outta here, I think I lost my way. Proud imbecile. Hey, you know this place where no one has ever been to? I know the way, you wanna come along? Where? It's in your head, you just make it up, throw in some of your favorite things in life, undo all the shit you've soaked yourself into and be prepared to submit to faith, your chosen faith, not religion kinda faith. Whatever man, I'm starting to worry. Leave that behind, you're coming with me. I think I know what you mean Zach, you can't possibly drive to this place. I'm sorry. It is not a destination. No one could. Kar Fai, I thought I've told you. I know this place too well. I'm just fucking with you. Let's go home."
Just as I exit into the highway the word "nirvana" re-appeared on the rust devoured signboard. I took my hands off the steering wheel. Kar Fai was killed almost immediately as I clear my head typing this out relishing the sweet victory over myself.